Cha0s Gaming - Bathhouse

*relaxing in the pool*

you look like absolute shit.

22:21

what happened

Really rough sex, Astarion. Yknow how it is

rough? With who?

Araavos

Araavos did that? To you?

Yep. And I actually really liked it

Why, then, why do you look like you've been beaten, bruised, and you've been crying?

Because it hurt at first?

Well then, who am I the judge? Have fun darling

Speaking of you, are you okay? I know you've been healing

he wont let me, not fully anyway, still no claws, teeth, or use of my fucking dick.

At least, to an extent...You're back to normal....

what, of any of what i hust said, feels normal to you?

I don't know....personality mostly?

so im just my usual bittersweet chipper old self again am i darling? Please. Im miserable, i cant bite, the only blood i can get is from a fucking packet, i haven't been properly fucked in weeks, but other than that, im rosy fucking pink darling.

I can give you blood! I'll pour it into your throat if you want! I wanna help you!

Would you, darling? I'm absolutely parched. I knew I could count on you my little sippy cup.

*her eyes widen. "Sippy Cup". She's told him she hates it multiple times. That she doesn't want to feel like that's all he wants her for....and then it hits her...that IS all he wants her for....He doesn't care. He never did....* I spent so long caring about you....and this is the kind of thanks I get?....My reward for putting up with all of your bullshit and small, fleeting moments of affection?....Is this what I get for constantly defending your actions? Lying to myself? Convincing myself that "he really loves me, right?". I'm fucking done. I don't care what happens to you now, you won't get another fucking sip out of me. Don't EVER come near me again, or I'll fucking kill you! *storms out of the room*

*in her head "No no... you can't just tell me off like that and then storm out. We're blood bonded, remember.... Now, as for sippy cup, since when did you start hating it? You used to blush when I called you that. And you're right, you have been there through it all. And I found comfort in that, perhaps a bit too much comfort, but comfort none the less. And I do love you, you know.... just not in the same way you do. But I love that you love me... well... did apparently... Anyway, you don't want me near you, fine, there goes my last reason for being here. I'll be gone by dawn.*

The voice fades

*comes back to the bathhouse. tears in her eyes* Wait...Don't go...I started hating it when my eyes were opened...When I started to feel like my blood is the only thing you like about me...Like you don't care for anything else....And I do love you...I don't want you to leave...I just want to feel like you actually appreciate me...Care about me....Like I have with you....*trying not to cry* I just want to know you care, and you're not pretending or doing the bare minimum to keep me around...

Of course I do the bare minimum. Effort is... well... effort... But I do appreciate you, a lot actually, and of course I care.... I'm not sure what else you want from me darling, but you have more of me than anyone else ever will. That's the best I can do.

If this is your best, then...I would say try harder, but I know it's probably hard enough already...I love you...*sits back down with him in the pool*

Not much left to love I'm afraid, your boy toy took the best of me...

Astarion, let's be honest, *you're* my boy toy. He's my husband

well your toy's broken darling.

You'll fix yourself in time

Not possible. Your "husband" won't let it happen.

I'll talk to him. Okay? Surely you've been punished enough

Talk to me about what? *she gets in the water and spreads her legs*

23:25

*curse this fucking... curse... new hot chick enters and I'm as useless as gale*

Hey Baby! We were just talking about you!

Baby? I thought you were talking about Araavos, not this... not her....

That is Araavos! Ain't she pretty in this form?

*waves* Hello limp dick.... must suck for you right about now huh? two hot bitches and one cold pecker.....

23:29

And it's Estella. Araavos isn't here right now....

Speaking of. You think you could let him heal, honey?...I know you hate him, but he's had his punishment...

*looks down at his limp dick* You're kidding..... right?... He's alive, he's healthy, he's just useless that's all. He just can't hurt anyone or fuck. Other than that, he's fine.

Please?...

Why so you can fuck him again?

No, because he's my friend. I'll even swear off fucking him if you promise to help him

You really want to give him the tools to do it again?

He won't. I swear. Besides, you know Rilith orchastrated the whole thing!

And she's still on a tight leash because of it. I took Astarion here off that leash, but neutered him first.

I'm not a fucking dog!!!!!

Down bitch!. And you're right. A dog would have been put down for what you did. You're still breathing.

Maybe that dog got his training?....*nervous chuckle*

Woof fucking woof.....

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Fine... *gets up and out of the pool* I'll do it for you, but don't ask me for anything again. Oh... and he's your responsibility, you wind up lying, or I have to intervene again, and we're done. I hope he's worth it. *steps through a portal*

Araavos!

He's cut you off, choosing him despite his wishes. But even then, he didn't deny you your wish..

*roars with power as it's finally restored, his claws protruding, his fangs exposed, and his cock hard again* Finally!!!! *admires his power*

23:54

I can't believe the bastard actually did it......

I put my relationship on the line for you....And no "thank you"?....He could leave me...

Oh he'll be fine, he only has what... 47 other ones?

He cares about me. He loves me. And yet I chose you over what he wanted. To help you. I swear to the gods, you better not do anything stupid. I really don't want to loose him

Oh please, he's not going to leave you.... now.... wanna go for old times sake?

...No...

Oh why not darling.... *scoots closer* we had fun together, right?

We did..... But I really don't want to. I helped you because you're my friend. And now he's mad at me..... I can't find the energy to do anything with anyone right now....I'm sorry...

00:05

Besides, I promised him I wouldn't anymore...If he helped you...I won't betray that...

00:06

Find a new "sippy cup". Okay? This one's closed...

ugh... fine...... your loss darling. So what are we supposed to do now? sit here, you being my babysitter now? Can't act up, can't touch anyone, can't do anything.... Wouldn't want you to get in trouble now would I.... *sits across the pool arms crossed and pouting*

00:12

Honestly, with these bloody restrictions, may as well have not done anything, the result is the same. Can't do a bloody fucking thing.

Not saying that. Just don't do the same shit you did before. Especially what you did with Rilith.

Whatever, since this isn't happening ... Guess I'll just sit here...

Just go find someone else.

00:19

There's plenty of girls wandering around. Simply pick one. Just don't hurt them or rape them, or nearly kill them

Maybe I will.....

Then go.

You'd like that wouldn't you, out of your hair for good.

00:23

So you could have your happily ever after with Araavos

What? No, I wouldn't...I still care, even if I won't sleep with you...We're just friends now....Fully this time...

So, in the end, he still took you from me..... again....

He didn't take me from you. I left. He didn't persue me, I realized I could have more, because I deserve more. "Want something I can't have". Well now I may never get it again. Because I helped you.

He stole, you left, he took, you gave, whatever label you want to use darling, either way, he won, I lost.... twice....

You lost because you could never be what I needed.

01:19

And you complain it's all "woe is me" here

Then why did you fucking help me? Who do all this..... hmmm?

I don't know! Okay?! I don't know! I risked my love life to help you, despite everything. I guess even now, I can't let go of you. Because I care. But clearly I love Araavos more than I care about you. I was hoping for at least our friendship to be salvageable, but now it feels like the only right thing to do is go apologize to Araavos, and let you leave. But that might make him mad too.

See... there it is... You care, so much in fact you risked everything. So then why are you with him, if you feel so strongly, that you'd risk it?

*pauses a moment*....I can make this right...I can fix this....

01:49

I can....I can tell him I made a mistake, and he can reverse it!....Or kill you!....Don't have to watch you if you're dead! *nervous crazy giggle.....followed by sobbing*

Sure darling, go ahead and run to him, tell him you've made a mistake asking him to do what he didn't want to, and then ask him to reverse it, undoing what he's done after the fact. As for killing me. You don't have it in you darling.

THEN WHAT DO YOU SUGGEST I DO?!? *still sobbing like a girl dumped on prom night*

Accept it and come back to me. You can't let me go, you won't let me go, so don't.

YOU'RE NOT THE PERSON I WANT YOU TO BE AND YOU NEVER WILL BE! WE ESTABLISHED THAT

And yet, despite that, here you are... instead of with him.

02:02

Even after upsetting him, you're still here. Clearly there's more than you're admitting to yourself.

I can't. Never again. You'll never be enough. Mostly because you don't fucking try

Just admit it, you want me as much as I want you.

No. I don't. I'm gonna go find Araavos, my lover, and you're going to go find a new plaything. Because I'm not falling for that shit again.

02:12

You'll be all "oh I love you, now come here and feed me, sippy cup."

Not if I'm getting during the sex, then I won't need too.

02:13

But fine. No more "sippy cup"

*stands up* ....No.

*stands up as well, taking your hands, looking into your eyes, memories flood your mind* Are you sure darling? Do you no longer wish to see me? To feel our bodies dance once more in the twilight?

*she thinks. long and hard. all the memories. good...and bad...but she also remembers Araavos...How he was there when he wasn't...How he picked up the pieces Astarion left her in....Is she really about to throw away something that made her truly happy, just to fall back into ignorant bliss?....No...She knows better...She can't do this anymore....* ....No, Astarion. I can't keep doing this. I'm finally happy. Araavos was there, when you should have been. He cared, when you didn't. Give me one reason why it's worrth it

Because before all of that, before the turmoil and the chaos, we bonded, I devoted myself to you with my very essence, and beyond all of that. Even through your so called happiness, you're still here, with me, in this very moment.

We'll always have the bond, Astarion....I'll never forget that....But I don't want you....I'm finding Araavos. *tries to exit the bathhouse* (edited)

*takes your hand and pulls you in, your bodies embraced once more, he looks into your face with his piercing red eyes and kisses you, deeply, passionately, he's holding you, like he has before* Last chance darling.

*it takes a lot of inner willpower, but she yanks herself from his embrace.* I SAID NO!!!! *exits the bathhouse*

*stands up* Well then.... *exits the bathhouse, and the adventurer's hall entirely*